I envy those before me
I envy those ahead of me
I envy those who can't understand me
I'm sorry for those who care for me
I'm sorry for those who need me
I'm sorry for those who are lead by me
I wish I could think faster
I wish I could be faster
I wish I could calm down faster
I hope that God will offer me guidance
I hope that God will protect me in the next battle
I hope that God will bless me with better language